Happy Merderka!!!

Happy Merdeka!!! Haiz.. however it's not a merdeka to me, i still have school work to do =(

I took my flag that i have been keeping it for years....

Analogue, haiz....



It's nearly 12, i still dunno how to pre-lab... I feel so sad, i feel so angry ==" But, i must work hard!!! Haiz... T___T I really feel so sad....

Nite nite~ *continue do my pre-lab*

RM45 bucks really worth it! + sad...

Today I went to ArcoString!!! Ahhh >_< so happy to go there... Feels like heaven with the music instrument around. I feel alive!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha ==" I know i sound lame. I miss music so much ma... Ok la, got chance to go there because Steven go there to repair his violin. Then, Lucas, Angel and I got chance to go there. =D First thing i eye around is the violin. Violin cost sooooo bloody expensive! T________T *cries* Good violin is RM2k. Damn, it's my one subject tuition fees le. Sedih nyer... Look the books.. Reflect back on my theory music book that i have learn before. I also saw the piano beginner book. So freaking sad every time i think when i lost my music books. I still feel sad that i lost it even tho it happens many years ago. Whoooo took it la? Please return to me... haiz.......... i spotted something interesting in the shop!


OMG! It's a freaking tuner! I always wanted one... T___T I know la, i dont tune my instrument well.. I feel bad enough already.... This is good enough to....


tune my violin! and....


tune my guitar!!! The tuner itself is RM45.60 buck.. I know it's damn expensive, I tot it's only maybe utmost Rm10 to 20? Darn it! So freaking expensive... =(



Mu guitar is a birthday present last year bought by my friends. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I really appreciate it. Even tho i dunno how to play till now, once in a while I still take it out to play >_< hehehe... Okay.. Enough with the happy post...

now Sad post....

Haiz.. This semester gonna be extra tough for me. I MUST WORK HARD!!! Jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!! Haiz..... I really got no other choice.... Haiz........... I know I know, this is insane... It is insane... I can be all over crazy, exhausted.. T___________T I don want to!!! But, i got no other choices.... =( Ok, Stop whining and start studying!

Nite nite!

Moody Sunday....

Weekend is over... =( so fast... i feel i didnt do anything for weekend. T___T I did some reading la but it's not good enough...

Today~

Today, i wrap wonton =D tada~ I almost forgotten how to wrap them then i realize i wrap them the wrong way. Then after a few pieces i made then i recall how to make them. haha, cooking need practice! If seldom cook, sure a bit hard how to cook the dish already. Haizz... i will try to practice cooking more often.

Today feel so moody, i just realize something wrong with my subjects. arrengments I email my lecture about it. Haiz.... WHY ME!??? T____T Why does it one thing worrying after another? I feel so pek check... Then, I dunno who to talk to. Struggle harder kua... This made me tired and sad and moody. I feel so sien... haiz....

nite nite~

EPS day =="

Every Saturday i will be having 3 hours lecture of EPS T___T Somehow, it's interesting. It's talking about the transmission line. For example, the synchronous machine. generator --> step up --> transmission line --> step down --> towards load. This is roughly how the power is distributed to the house, shop or school. Lecturer roughly gave us a brief idea about what we're gonna study since this is the 1st lesson. Lucky it's only 2 hours.. =X


This is not the 1st book i checked out from library tho...


Surprisingly, this is the 1st book to check out from library. Anyways, i somehow need to use it. LOL

Interesting question of the day i remember from lecture today:

How come when the squirrel or the bird capable to stand on the transmission wire that we seen on the road? How come they wont get short circuit or burn!? hahaha.... Logically, what's the answer?

The answer, it's because they are not ground. Unless if the bird stand right on two wires, then the bird might get burn! LOL! So, finally i know the reason even they stand one row altogether, they also wont get shocked burn. haha!

Why do i feel sleepy these days? T___T I think no stamina.. Haiz... Somehow need to work things out so that i wont feel moody. Haiz, tough life... =(

Nite nite~

No class =D

Yeaps! It's end of the week, it's friday. Every wednesday and friday, i dont have class. BUT! For this semester, i must must must must must (trillion of them) spend time on my FYP. I must force myself, zzzzzzzzzzz!


It's friday and the library it's still empty.. It's just end of the first week of school ma... relax relax.. but NOOOO, this is the perfect time to panic! FYP!!!! T__T I'm scaring myself or either that, i'm pressuring myself. Haiz. Ok ok.. Relax... Take a feep breath... HMMmmmm..... ahhhhhh...... okay.. next...


Take 1~

I order cupcakes from my friend again, but this time, miniature! =D so freakiiing cute, right? =D hehehehe, taste nice bo! hahaha



Take 2~

Lovely~ Ok, i kinda blog late today... *yawn* sleepy! T__T Tomorrow i have 8.30am class. Hopefully there is class or else !&@^#&*)^&*)# for waking me up so early. hahaha! I cannot let go of my holiday beauty sleep.. I miss my 10 hours beauty sleep during my holidays. GAH!!! =( Time to sleep

nite nite~

PE day =="

Today, I thought it will be my power electronics day!? @@! For today, from 1030am to 1230pm, i will be having my power electronics. tutorial, then after that, i will have lecture after an hour break for lunch, then continuous with Electrical Power System. I know, thursday is my pack day =( What to do...


I took this picture, the lights reflected on the laptop screen looks nice.. hahahah...


Took another sight of library... Library changes everyday, the books arrangement also different everyday. Either a student check them out or rather they are left untouch on the shelf. LOL! Anyways, when i graduated one day, might not have chance to see this again.. I should take more photo of them =D Memories~!


Ice kacang! My favorite, but i dont like with santan, i love it with milk topping, heheh! RM2.50. No joking, even a bowl of ice kacang no longer cheap like last time. Last time, Rm2.50 already can buy kolo mee.. T___T *sad* I ate this with my dad while waiting for takefood food that we order at the restaurant. Sweet and Sour fish ==" RM6!!!! and Foochow big noodle, RM4!!! At least noodle still cheaper, but the rice, RM6!!! OMG!!! T___T need to work hard... earn money to make a living for my rice bowl.... haiz, no money, no food! =(


I went out with rebecca a while, had sushi king for dinner although i ate a bit before going out. Surpisingly Rebecca dont like miso soup. But i like! Strangely, i think somehow that Miso soup doesnt taste as good as it is used to. Anyways, funny thing about that day, we shop and walk in Boulevard till it's close! hahahaha... The supermarket chasing us away.. But i really hope they didnt close so early! I still wan to shop! I rarely go out ba... =( I love shopping! Next time lo... Rebecca leaving to UK already.. T__T sad... i'm gonna miss her very very much... Anyways, i will be strong and work hard!!! It's a motivation to me!!! Rebe... You also must work hard there too ya.... *sobs*

Ok la, i cant spend so much time on blogging...

Nite nite~

Wednesday no class =D

Every Wednesday I dont have class BUT! I have appointment with my dear lecturer for my Final Year Project. =( Never mind la, berkorban a bit...

Library sooo peaceful and quiet except for the air-condition there. So noisy. Haha, forever noisy la.. and! They added two lights at this particular space. They should have put more light, if not study in the dim area with dust bunnies meh? ==" LOL! Ok la, the library is upkeep and it's clean =D

As usual, in the library, focus in reading RDS ==" I will try to look at other website less. I wasn't looking at other website, just that, i don't feel focus yet. must FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS. Force myself this semester. X.X

See the library so quiet... ==" While taking this picture, i forgotten to silent my phone and take the picture ==" wopppsss, nvm, nobody notice me also =D Apparently the library still empty.

I came home so hungry... >_< I ate beef puff for lunch. I wasn't hungry that time also, but, when reaching dinner, i'm a bit hungry, then i remember cupcakes.. Eat cupcakes only once a in while =D

Ok! Shall continue doing my stuff and prepare for tomorrow!

Nite nite~

Random...

Today class only have robotic control, learn about lag and lead compensator. A lot of my knowledge, all gone already ==" OMG!? What did i learn last semester? T____T I really have to push myself to study more... =(

Then finish class, wait for my car again... ==" Before that, i saw....


Darby in bookstore!!! My niece likes Darby too much already =X Bought present paper for her, haha, she smiles =D looking at it.. LOL! Darby is one of the character in Winnie the Pooh.


Take 1~

Hehe, my sister in law ordered cakes from my friend, Jeralyn. Help her promote her cupcakes =D Really delicious o~ Cant wait to eat them for tomorrow breakfast.... hehehe


Take 2~ Jesus <3 u....

Take 3~ and me... =D


hahahaha! Stole this photo from facebook! LOL! Since i didnt upload the photo in my last post.. Suppose to have, my camera blur ==" I'm totally fine about that, or maybe not.. =( haiz, i wan a new phone... but, haiz, why good phone so expensive ==" *drops that idea* Nyeh! =="

Ok la, cannot blog so much, must focus in my FYP! The night is still young~

Nite nite~

Week 1...

Today is the first day of the semester started... I feel the pressure already... The pressure of FYP... haiz... everyone talking about it... I seriously hopes mine goes well enough...

Anyways, at the carpark, i took this... sunset...

I also learned to take Panorama view.. pretty.... I didnt know my hp for this function, lol!


Take 1~ Not nice =="


Take 2~ ok la, i like the road view. =D


Take 3~ facing towards spring, kinda fail =\

Lastly, today is my friend birthday, Eric's Birthday. Happy Birthday, Eric. It's umm, last minute plan. We had it at Richmond. =D We had fun time..

I ordered Pork Chop for my dinner =D nice~

Haiz~~~~~No mood, no mood, no mood ar. Today, i know about my honor subject. Today, i need to understand what is for FYP. I really hope i do well this semester, i really hope i do well for overall of my studies... Haiz, sad~~~

Nite nite~

Last day of my holidays....

This is the end of my holidays. Tomorrow, another semester to battle for... Sound like Mulan. But, Mulan will always be my all time favourite disney cartoon. haha... Altho, yea, no doubt i love other cartoons too! =D

Since it's the last day, my mom asked me to clean up the store =X So, since it's my last day of holiday while i'm able to help my mom clear some mess, i dont mind. Again, ==" the continuation of flu... It just never leaves me, probably i'm allergy to dust or something. Haiz. Anyways, what i found in the store was...

My old piano class bag... I used to bring this bag to piano lesson every week =D I miss it so much, i cant believe it's still in my store.. and i took photo of it as my memories.... =D


Next, some really really old cassette tape, i would have thought my mom thrown it away since we move into the new house.. funny, it's still there, anyways, my dad gonna bring it to the recycle center. Took picture before it's gone... =( Kinda sad, back to the old times, we only have this instead of CDs or DVDs.


Really really old video tapes. Time to throw =( Anyways, store up in the store room also no use of it...

I found my art book >_< Owned by us, my two brothers and i. I think mostly is my scribbles in it. But my brothers really good in colouring unlike me, i think i dont have talent in art =X haha... Both my brothers really good in art. Especially, my second brother, he is really artist, hehe... =D

Lastly, found some tape still can be used and be listen. Some old nursery rhymes that i used to listen and now, gave my niece to listen. Somehow she love them...

Okay, i really feel a bit tired and sick after cleaning the store room. I having really really terrible flu earlier. It stopped already after i taken powerful flu medicine bought from my family doctor. The flu medicine really powerful that i fall asleep instantly and almost missed my blog for today. I think i will go back to sleep and yea, get ready for school tomorrow. Sad.. =(

Nite nite~

Sick...

At first, i wanted to blog about Resident Evil:Afterlife but then zzzzzzz, my ideas keep pop-ing out, zzzzz. So, better i draft them before i write it down. LOL! Today when i woke up, i was perfectly fine. No flu, no nothing... I even feel so energetic this morning and even prepare meals for my family. But after a while sitting at the living room with the air-con switched on, i feel cold. Here goes, harrrrchiewwwww.. ==" Ok, here comes my flu... I was literally sick till in the evening... Now, I'm having slight feverish. Never mind about that.

Below picture~

Tada~ i put up my glow in the dark stars and moon. So Cuteeeeeee~~~~~~~ I always wanted one. This really have to thanks to Steven, he let us (Alice and I) play the ping pong ball, RM 3 game. We won it! LOL! Finally i put it up huh ==" I guess i got nothing better to do le.. LOL! I guess after all put this up before my semester starts, lol! Later, i just put there one side... =( Nvm nvm, it's up on my cupboard already. =D

So freaking cute... I always wanted this, but, hopefully in future, i can find music notes! If got music notes, that would be great! =D Nyahahahaha... ok la, moon and stars not bad la.

Weird thing is, "Isnt it suppose to be more stars than moon? Logically thinking, there is only one moon for planet earth. How could there be three moons? Unless it's only applicable for other planets. LOL!" Speaking of that...

1. Mercury - no moon
2. Venus - no moon
3. Earth - 1 moon
4. Mars - 2 moons (Phobos and Deimos)
5. Jupiter - 63 moons @@!
6. Saturn - 62 moons
7. Uranus - 27 moons
8. Neptune -13 moons
9. Pluto - 3 moons

haha, i really forgotten all the planets already. Do you remember them? I used to love to remember them during my primary and secondary school times. Really good old times. LOL! If werent for the glow in the dark, i would have forgotten them. Haha, and my favourite planet is Pluto! Because it's the cutest! LOL.. So silly me, right? But.. It's interesting to actually google and summarize above! =D And hey, i have three moons above~ My room should be called Pluto, then~ hahaha....

Actually the glow in the dark stars and moons thing, i didnt get to win this price. But then, the aunty who took care of the stall see other price not as good as this one, so she gave me this one, really LUCKY! =D hohohoho.... My friend, Steven even said in chinese, faster tell aunty, thank you liao.. i was like yea, "Xie xie, aunty" hahaha... But, i really stunt for a while doing that...

LOL~ I get so hype writing this post altho i'm sick. Nowadays, i really wish if i have time, i really would like to sit down at planetarium and look at the sky... haha~ I find it relaxing....

Again, today i write so much... >_< I'm having gastric now, i better rest early...

Nite nite~

Again....

Haiz... Friday lo.... Coming to the end of holiday... Back to school... and yes, the nightmare begins =( *sobs*

This semester comes with more workload, more responsibility, more and more, endlessly... I cant imagine. Deep thoughts... deep thoughts... I shall be worrying this and that... =(

No doubt, again, I will see myself waiting for car. How i wish i can drive to school but not wait... *sigh* How i wish i have my own car, travel at my own convenient... How i wish i do not need to call my dad and ask him to fetch me... Can i win a car somewhere by joining competition? LOL! If there is even a slight opportunity to win a car. But, i will need to consider of the petrol too.. No money, dont pump lo... haha...

Today my cousin called me, asked me help on his stall. I really wan to work and see again.... get scolded by my dad... Yaman, rasa nya, zzzzzzzzz...... I wan to help my cousin also feels so difficult... I feel useless... haha, but, it's fun working! Even tho it's a short time, short duration! It's a different exposure, different environment, get to see things, get to experience. I came home smell like mushroom. Look at the picture, my cousin wrote how many piece i need to sell for the crispy mushroom. LOL

Oyster Mushroom = RM 4/6/10

Enoki Mushroom = RM 4/6/10

I'm gonna miss Kuching Festival for 2010... This is the last time, i'm going, i dont think i will have any chance to go this saturday or sunday. Farewell... Goodbye, see you next year. I havent try lots of food yet =( *sigh* I'm a bit tired, hungry and having leg cramps now. I still remember, i cant even sleep last night due to leg cramps. No thanks to two days running in Kuching festival when my car reach at the gate while fetching me. Again! How convenient if i have my own car to travel around... I talk crap too much tonight...

Nite nite~

Silent is gold, slight movement changes the whole world...

Referring to my title, isnt it true? These days i rather be silent. It seems silent helps the best in everything. Many things happen, many things running through my mind. Many things, endlessly. If i were to blog everything out, ==" i wouldnt wan to see it. Haha... now, all i know is haizz....

Apparently my drink for my age is this at Tarot cafe.


I ordered WOW milk tea. Taste ok la, forgotten to take picture of the drink.

I love the wall hang lots of tarot cards, but instead of this, i love my house to hang lots of pictures, haha! If i were to have a house one day, I would like to decorate my house's wall full of beautiful photos. Every corner, one memories. Hmm, kinda scary, maybe dont over do it. Haha

I finally went Kuching fest. and make a wish! So happy, hehe...I even ring the bell! LOL! How come i ended up at Kuching fest again? haha... I was suppose to help my cousin's stall. Sell crispy mushroom but then today he seems enough ppl to help him. In the afternoon when he came to my house, he said lack of workers. So at night i really go and help him lo. Since i thinking not enough worker i asked Angel come also. But, it seems today too many ppl at his stall already. We went back early in the end.

Now, i was thinking how i wish i really have car..... OMG, i have new wish, should i go back to the wishing well again? haha... i really have too many wish already... =( I'm so greedy??? No la, it just that it's more essential if i have a car so that i wont be a bother to other people and also convenient. haha...

Nite nite~

Wednesday...

Today i woke up extremely late ==" Zzzz... Never mind...


Every morning i'm addicted to apple jam that my mom taught me how to make it... It's addcitive.. so yummy!


This kueh gave by my dad's friend, grandma... I called her po po. Her kueh so delicious to eat.

And i found my old mini Malaysian flag where every year we use it to wave during the Merdeka day. Every year during my secondary school, we were required to dress up in our Malaysian costume and wave the flag! haha... I cant believe myself i still keep it! see, it's as big as my old phone.

Currently, i'm watching taiwan drama PS man. The song not bad. The drama, i'm still watching so no comment yet! haha... I shall continue watching first.

Nite nite~

Tuesday...

I bake fruit cake again... but, this time bake with different tray.


If were to sale this cake for charity... my mom wonder if can earn some money or not...


This is only try out tho.. haha...


For me, i cant wait to eat it.. hehe >_<

nite nite~