人为什么要活着？

lol! First time i put chinese character as my title.... What does it mean?

人为什么要活着？ What do ppl live for?

I found this in facebook. This is rather interesting...

Based on a true story

What do people live for ?
For missing someone ?
For keep living?
For live longer?
Or for leaving ?

"Let's ride motorcycles!"

These 5 Taiwanese
Average aged 81
One has hearing problem
One has cancer
Three have heart disease
Everyone has degenerative arthritis

6 months of preparation
13 days travelling around Taiwan
1139 kilometers
From north to south
From night to day
For one simple reason

What do people live for?

Dream
For ordinary people with extraordinary dreams

Motivation of the day. What do i live for? I live for dream! =D

Annie, jia you!

Good afternoon~ *I didnt blog this at night*

Sigh

This should be the last time i must ever write a sad post, i will try...

I have lost someone to talk to...Everyone have their emotional times... So do i...I have been looking very hard for the right one to talk to....I understand nobody likes to hear ppl talking about their stuff and i can clearly see that...It's okay...I once have a friend, I once lost a friend, I once met a new friend...Blogging this would be childish, read my blog would have think "What could possibly gone wrong?"I am just having this sad moment... My mom always say i'm the type who will be devoted to friend and I cant believe that she's right again knowing my weakness... I have been regretting but when there are sad and happy times, what are friends for? I felt i have lost friend to talk again. I wonder how many times have this happen to me... I think i lost count... WHY!? I think the saddest thing could ever happen to anyone is losing someone to talk to... I understand that why does this matter at all? I used to be strong. I used be able to handle things better, but i guess i gotten weaker. This is really a deviated blow. It didnt happen for once but many times and again and again i believe everything is just a misunderstanding. Maybe certain friends cant be friends after all... What's the different between me and others? I cant tell jokes? I'm not funny? I am no longer interesting? *sigh* Maybe i far too honest. Maybe my honesty is my stupidity. Maybe i help friend till they make used out of me. I hate thinking of this every single time. For the sake of helping friend or for a friend, i am willing to go through so much. Numerous times i did good things for my friends but i guess probably it wasnt good enough for them. I see them come, i see them go. Where is the old me that I'm used to be strong? I need you back.... and again, I assure I wont be used by others anymore.

Nite~

Sick

Aduh, right after come back from KL trip, all my family member fall sick. I guess well all not use to it there...

BUT!

I gotta say, i love KL! I dunno why, i go there, i feel relax for the first time! @@! I mean, i kinda able to let whatever happen in Kuching go~ I am able to let go there... in KL! weird huh!

Anyways, i'm down with dry cough.. so irritating. I cough till i can feel my chest pain =( I'm wondering if having fever or not. Sometimes, i just can differentiate them... =="

Anyways, i guess i'm sleeping early tonight...

Nite nite~

T___T

*emo*

blank post

nite nite~

Dear Bloggie~

I'm gonna just write plain words here... I'm gonna spam!!! Sigh... I'm leaving tomorrow. I wan a new year here. I want to celebrate here but because i dont have a choice, i will have to leave. I also shocked that my 2011 is not here. It doesnt seems like a new year but just a another holiday. I have lost the feel. Some say, "So nice, u get to go holiday" Bla bla bla ==" As if, it is so nice, okay, then again, maybe being here isnt that nice too. Then thinking, how should i spend it? Probably it's the same anywhere at this stage. But this year, seriously, my good friend not here either, like 2/5 of them. LOL! Lonesome new year. This is dread that i actually blog this before the new year. But anyways, it's better than babbling at ppl. Today is CNY's eve. It's 2:31Am in the morning. I have a plane to catch tomorrow. My bag is unpack. I havent keep my laptop and i feel so much more going on. I feel like staying, using FYP as my reason. WTH, right? Seriously, this holiday i been babysitting my niece. Yes! She's cute, i dont mind babysitting her. Seriously! I dont mind at all. But then to think of the FYP, i feel lost of appetite to eat. Seriously!? What others been doing? I mean where's everyone? Or they also busying cracking their head on FYP and on the other hand, i'm the lazy one here? But i did try my best. Maybe it wasnt really good enough. FINE! After come back from my trip, i will be seriously dead doing it. DAMN! I seriously wish life gets better. Living is torturing. The feeling of torture is actually living in this world. Life so suffering, sometimes, why bother to live? ==" *negetive thinking* Again, probably it's a process of cycle of life *thinking positive* Then, after graduate, i will work, after work, i will buy stuff, after buying stuff, i will retire, after retire then i also dunno what comes next. That's gone %^(*&&*@#(!@# years of torturement! OMG! Does life have to be that way? =( Okay okay *comforting ownself* Maybe life gets better tomorrow? What if i become a millionaire tomorrow. LOL! *dreaming* Whack! haiz.... i'm seriously not ready to leave home. Wait, what if i'm happen to study other place than my hometown. I think that be good. I be more independent, then i wont think so much because i need to worry my life outside hometown. Isnt that good? Great, then i should find job outside my hometown. XD *feeling positive* Then again, salary wise might not even beat the standard living life... *felt negetive* i feel life so heavy on my shoulder T___T *piak* Ok la, enough of word spam, i just need to let out or write some words before i leave for many days. Haiz... The more i think, i feel life is insane!

Nite nite bloggie~