Sowwww bored....

Haiz, i didnt blog yesterday. Yesterday i slept early... was sick =( I was sowwww freezing cold. I keep sneezing all the time. HAR-CHIEWW..... I slept like around 9pm. UNBELIEVABLE. Then i woke up in the middle of the night, cant sleep. It feels horrible, some more with the flu...it makes me difficult to sleep. Finally comfort myself to sleep till the next morning. Being sick is HORRIBLE! =X

About yesterday, i went out to buy my dog's food. RM7.50 per can. Buy two, free 1. Will, i bought a lot to stock up for my dog. Haha...

Tada~

Hearts Dish~

One whole bunch of them....

As for today, i'm pretty bored, but my friend posted youtube on my facebook. Nice song from glee. I didnt glee got such thing....

I shall post here...

Then after some random watch in glee... I found my favourite song i listen in the radio. I always wanted to find out this song but never had i chance because i forgotten about it =X haha

Anyways, this is it!

Lucky: Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

I try to get the official video but cant ==" zzzzz.. Haiz, anyways, lyrics is good too..

Nite nite~

haiz....

This morning i woke up and i had nightmare again, so sien ==" Why does this happen to me? Takes my good sleep away nia. =(

Here goes the story of my dream:

I took C++, it's nightmare subject to me, i dont even like programming and worst, i group with the unkonwns, so soi, then i have to do the work alone. Then another bunch of group was like, "Awww, so kolien group with them.. then they were laughing laughing there being so happy and i'm being abandone all alone" Haiz. I dont remember ppl around, it was kinda blur yet it felt so real....

Anyways, when i'm awake, it's 10am already. I was like oh no, again i woke up so late yet i been trying my best to sleep early the night before that.

Today i went Spring and guess what? T.T I drop the angpau my uncle gave me before i leave my house to Spring. I was rushing going out, moving the car, then when i reach Spring, at Padini there, i tried a few clothes. Maybe because i change in and out my clothes, then the angpau naturally drop out of my pocket. When i realize, i dont even have mood to do shopping already. Haiz. So freaking sad la.... =( Rm20 buck fly away.. Dunno who took it, sure be damn happy la. Haiz... I feel so deeply sad.. At first was the nightmare, now i lose my angpau in Spring some more. Haiz....

But! I manage to remember to buy earphone for myself. RM42 buck, expensive ka? But i lost my earphone. Exactly the same one, I been feeling guilty since then and i really wanted to buy a new one to replace it. The sound quality is Awesome!!!!! Gonna use it when school reopen.

This is the exactly same earphone i lost it, except this one is yellow colour. The one i had before this was grey colour. Haiz, I feel so sad since then and i have been looking for the exact same model. I treasure it very much.

These are the few photos taken from yesterday, just randonly upload la, since i didnt upload it yesterday....

I took sampan all the way to take another photo... One trip is RM0.50, If after 6.30pm already. They will charge RM1 per person. Nvm la, kolien the apek use motor do dayung his sampan across the river... Anyways, he been working hard, under the hot sun going back and forth through the river. His job to bring passenger safely across the river.

owh, I had a bad experience with sampan this time altho this is the 2nd round trip I use sampan. Last time i use before but it wasnt this bad. YES! I have fear for small boat T.T but, i just trying to treat it normally. I'm not afraid of it, but this time when i go into the boat, it feels like the boat is going to capsize. OMG!!!! ==" I literally felt my heart drop and cling onto something. Getting on it for the first time, I felt so. When getting off the last time, i hug the pole T____T I had this freaking heart drop. Haiz... But anyways, probably I will not sit on it again unless go take photo.... if there is chance.. or maybe not...

This picture is taken from star cineplex. OMG, it's been a very very long time since i been there. I seriously dont watch movie as often as anyone. It was kinda sad when my good friend, Annabelle asked me, "How many times u watch movie in a year?" I said, "i think i watched 3 so far in a year". That number 3 is equivalent to her watching movie in a month! Envy her soo much!!! I only watch Alice in a Wonderland, Ip man 2 and Despicable me last year. T___T Even tho i said i enjoyed watching movie. Well, it could be i'm watching it at home, right? I just love good movies. They will eventually made my day.

Adih, i went out of the topic, actually i took that picture because, PIRATE OF THE CARRIBEAN, Part 4 coming out soon! Well, i dunno how soon... but, i hope to watch it. T___T haiz...

Lastly, seriously!!!! I hope my luck of kinds have improve or must improve this year... =( I been through like eventually and felt bad days for me these few weeks. I just need to make myself happy rather than thinking i'm feeling so sad... I just feel freaking sad... haiz...

Lucky! You better improve on me this year! No more angpau lost or no more bad dreams. You're over!!! Over and out.

Nite nite!

Flu Day - ON + OFF

When i woke up this morning, i'm down with flu =( haiz, this is depressing.... Off and on, off and on, whole day long... I'm blogging with my flu with me... =(

Why am i so depress? =(

Anyways, today when took photo around in Kuching, i forgotten to bring tripod. My camera must have been very sad. Anyways, I have no talent in taking photo.. I couldnt use a DSLR well. sad.... =( I love taking photo but i feel my passion just die off.... I dunno know why, i no longer have mood to do anything. It felt depressing unable to do something well. It's seriously feel depressing..

Owh yea! Avril Lagvine new song totally ROCKS it! I love her!!! She's beautiful, talented in guitar, pretty, slim and soo punk! She totally made my day! Her song have been playing in my head...

Check it out! This is her new song, "What the hell!" hahaha... I totally love it! XD

Ah! Since i felt a bit down, might as well watch a movie to brighten me up! I just downloaded it. Hopes it cheers me with laughter~ Adious!

Nite nite!

FYP + Movie Day

Today, i woke up late.. =( almost 10am when I suppose to be in school at 10am =X The night before, i was looking through my FYP, haiz...

Anyways, today, in the afternoon, I attended Movie Premiering, Forest Gump. It's an old movie. It's organize by the school mainly to enhance your learning through movie. I always wanted to attend one since foundation. Haha.

Forest Gump is about the story of a man with a low IQ who rose above his challenges, and proved that determination, courage, and love are more important than intellectual ability.

It's an inspiring movie to watch. Owh yea, btw, i went with Shao Wee and Cherrie. lol! They are the one who suggest me to join them to go to the academic success and the movie screening. It feels nice to hang out with friends especially i'm bored during the holidays. haha..

For this academic success, i need to attend three times, which fall on 12/01(Workshop 1&2) and 19/01(Workshop 3&4) and another time on 26/01(watch movie)...

During the first week, which was on wednesday( 12/01/2011), the lecturer theater only have the three of us and the lecturer... so empty!!! It's the first time, it feels like i'm having the whole lecture for myself, haha! So empty.. and we even sing inside the lecture theater. LOL! Shhh... =X

hehe...

Then after the talk, we had our tea break outside the lecture hall, in front of B005. Btw, this is the second week food. On the first week, we had erm, sandwich, chicken, pineapple fried rice and tea/coffee. They even prepared for 30pax of students meanwhile only the three of us to attend. There's a lot of food leftover, but in the end, the lecturers and staff came down to help to finish the food. Or else, it would be wasted.

I took tea~ I dunno how to drink coffee... =X

This is taken today... See, the lecturer hall is empty again. Again, it's just the three of us and lecturer. haha....

Ms Evelyn preparing the movie for us...

Cherrie taking photo of me =X hehe...

The starting of the movie.... and rolling.....

This is the photo of me for 2011... Hmm... I'm not smiling... Randomness... What can i learn from the movie today?

"Life is like a box of chocolate... You will never know what you get... You never ever try, you will never know..."

haha

Nite nite~

Positive Attitude

It's been a long time since i have blog. Again, i have abandone my blog. So sorry....

Anyways, I came to know this interesting story from a talk. For me, I seriously need to think to be positive. I always think negetive of something. Haiz. Worst to say, tomorrow gonna release my results. I'm praying very hard knowing that what's done is done and could not to be undone. BUT, i'm still praying for all the best and also to everyone who share the same of what i feel. Good Luck, my friends.

Here is the story and i should probably read whenever i lost in myself again.

Jerry was the kind of guy you love to hate. He was always in a good mood and always had something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life." I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business. He left the back door open one morning and was held up at gun point by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma centre. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he said, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live, or I could choose to die. I chose to live. "Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the emergency room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read, 'He's a dead man." I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big, burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead."

Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything. *This story copied from somewhere... I just came to know it through a talk on motivation in my school*

The real author is probably Francie Baltazar-Schwartz... I'm not too sure.

For next semester, i seriously need time management. I must try no matter what even thought i feel discourage. I will try my best again and again.

Life is all about choices.... quote Francie Baltazar-Schwartz

Nite nite~