Friends Gathering...

Hmmp, i found this picture in my car and realize that the last time I went jogging was 7 October 2011. So long ago... I wonder when is the next time I'm going there to jog?

Hmmmp... *wonders*


Today, gathering at Dessert Paradise at 8pm. I reach there late because my niece won't let me leave house earlier like usual. *haha*

It's really been long time since I last meet my coursemate. I do have a feeling of missing them but then it's a bit sad that I'm still gooofying around ==" kinda awkward...

My brother said when people stay at a position too long. They feel too comfortable to leave that place. I probably understand it now. Haiz.

I went home late ==" 12 something then I reach home. No complains, no worries because I am done with school. But I still dont like the idea driving home late by myself. But if in future, I dont have a choice also. Early training!

Btw, I love SAGO ICE! I must learn how to make this. T.T I forgotten to took picture. I think i had that for 4 times already. ==" Addicted. =X *yummy ma*

It's 2am now. Time to sleep....

Nite!

It's Saturday!

Usually today I will have Bible study. However, aunty who have always taken care of me, I'm really really grateful to have her, her mother in law passed away. *sad* =(

I was really upset after receiving her message this morning. She said she was tired and couldn't conduct the bible study. I was really looking forward towards bible study. It was really fun to have bible study with her. I learned a lot.

Aunty said, when people passed away. It's only a good-bye because we will be meeting them again. They will together with God. Haiz... I keep deleting sentences because I dunno what to say next.

Anyways, I wanna pray that hope aunty and uncle to be in best health although so much have happen in their life. They must have been very busy. They are really good people and please dear God, bless them with abundance of blessing. Please be with them through thick or thin especially during this crucial them when they have just lost someone important. May their heart be heal. Amen.

I dont really able to say a good prayer for others but I will try. It's best to have more people praying for each other than being lonely island. No man is an island.

Anyways...

Today, nothing much. Been babysitting. Hmm, if I weren't babysitting probably I am off to have seen the rafflesia. LOL!

Haiz... Why I dont have luck to climb mountain or go hot spring for a visit? or going to waterfall? The most saddest thing is that this year, I dont even have chance to see damai beach. Haiz, why such poor luck... =(

I really really really really really want to go visit the beach. Haiz, feel the sand, feel the wind. Go with a bunch of friends. Have fun.

T__T Why so sad?

Haiz... Anyway, I found my niece the penguin toy. ==" LOL! I played this before. I had it before but spoil liao because too old. I still keep it tho. But then because she wan to play. Bought her the new toy. She so fascinated by the penguin going up the stairs. So cute >.< hahaha... Something to keep her occupied la...

Ok la, 12.30Am lor... sleeping time..

Nite!

Fellowship Day! =D

Yay! Today is Friday! These days, I really look forwards towards Thursday, Friday and Saturday. It is probably the most happening time in my week.

Today, Aunty and Uncle choose my favourite song, "As the deer". Awwww, I miss this song so much since after high school. I still sing from time to time when I was really down. =( *cry to my bitter heart ohhh bitter heart*

I'm gonna paste the lyrics here ^^v

As the deer panteth for the water

So my soul longeth after thee

You alone are my hearts desire

And I long to worship thee

You alone are my strength my shield

To You alone may my spirit yield

You alone are my hearts desire

And I long to worship thee

As the deer panteth for the water

So my soul longeth after thee

You alone are my hearts desire

And I long to worship thee

You alone are my strength my shield

To You alone may my spirit yield

You alone are my hearts desire

And I long to worship thee

You’re my friend and You are my brother,

Even though you are a king.

I love you more than any other,

So much more than anything.

You alone are my strength my shield

To You alone may my spirit yield

You alone are my hearts desire

And I long to worship thee

I felt happy singing "As the deer" in the fellowship. I dunno if my singing is good but whatever la. Usually I'm very quiet but today, I'm super hype on my own. =X

Today lesson is about forgiving. I still find this forgiving hard. How to forgive? ==! *blank stare*

Ah! Another thing I learn from aunty is ERASE! Woah! This is the highlight of my day! Erase. Why didnt I think of that? This is gonna be a good word for me. I'm gonna erase off and keep only meaningful ones. ^^v

Like usual, today is the only day which I will go home before 12 midnight. It's soooo much fun to spend time with aunty and uncle at the fellowship. I never feel so comfortable before in any uncle and aunty house that they are sooo welcoming. I feel so touched. I wonder if one day my parent will be able to understand me that I LOVE LOVE LOVE ABSOLUTELY LOVE to go and have fellowship. Uncle and aunty are the reason that I love to join them! We have so much to talk about. It's fun! I feel I'm alive in this world. They do care for me. T___T I'm so grateful. >.<

Oh ya! Another highlight of the day, my car, FINALLY have ALARM!!! yay!!!

v^______________^v

I'm so happy to hear my car able to auto-lock. I have been worried and worried to always check that my car is fully secure and everything. Then, I leave my car. Now, once I stepped on my break, my car will be auto-lock! I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE NEW CAR ALARM LOCK! Thank you, daddy! =D

<3 daddy as always for thinking of me when I'm driving around. T___T In future, I will work hard to repay daddy.

Tada!!! My mickey mouse key-chain and my new car remote. T___T I'm so happy.

Why small things make me so happy some times? Probably, I'm just grateful.

Nite nite!