Here I Am...

Here I am...
Once again, I'm torn into pieces...

Let me think? Who song liao?
OH! Kelly Clarkson!

Now I remember, I love this song!!!

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

"Behind These Hazel Eyes" - Kelly Clarkson

Haiz.. Why i feel so gloomy today? I must have been sick for so long...I had food poisoning since monday. It was horrible T___T Why bad luck happen to me? Can some good things happen to me too?

Then again, I wanna pray.. I wanna pray for lots of people... Before I tell my sick and horrible story. I wanna pray.

I put in point form la... *pray*

-hope my friend A safe and sound study very very far away T.T
-hope my friend B able to concentrate on her study and have a crystal clear mind from all things
-hope my friend C no matter what please dont hurt me just because when you need me, u find me. When u dont need me, i am not needed. *it's upsetting, sorry for being sensitive*
-hope my friend D get less unfairness in this world altho i dunno what happen

Alright. That's it been thinking in my mind whole day. Not really to say whole just that, half the time, simple think when being sick..

Back to my story. I'm sick lor... Worst sick in the year lor. I think this year, I visited hospital twice lor.

First time didnt kena bottle drip, second time happen to me lor. What luck har? =="

Haiz....

I better rest early la. I'm still sick =( please please please, let me be alright tomorrow so that i can do things. Haiz...

Most important still is good health...

Nite lar~

Sowwww bored....

Haiz, i didnt blog yesterday. Yesterday i slept early... was sick =( I was sowwww freezing cold. I keep sneezing all the time. HAR-CHIEWW..... I slept like around 9pm. UNBELIEVABLE. Then i woke up in the middle of the night, cant sleep. It feels horrible, some more with the flu...it makes me difficult to sleep. Finally comfort myself to sleep till the next morning. Being sick is HORRIBLE! =X

About yesterday, i went out to buy my dog's food. RM7.50 per can. Buy two, free 1. Will, i bought a lot to stock up for my dog. Haha...

Tada~

Hearts Dish~

One whole bunch of them....

As for today, i'm pretty bored, but my friend posted youtube on my facebook. Nice song from glee. I didnt glee got such thing....

I shall post here...

Then after some random watch in glee... I found my favourite song i listen in the radio. I always wanted to find out this song but never had i chance because i forgotten about it =X haha

Anyways, this is it!

Lucky: Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

I try to get the official video but cant ==" zzzzz.. Haiz, anyways, lyrics is good too..

Nite nite~

RM45 bucks really worth it! + sad...

Today I went to ArcoString!!! Ahhh >_< so happy to go there... Feels like heaven with the music instrument around. I feel alive!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha ==" I know i sound lame. I miss music so much ma... Ok la, got chance to go there because Steven go there to repair his violin. Then, Lucas, Angel and I got chance to go there. =D First thing i eye around is the violin. Violin cost sooooo bloody expensive! T________T *cries* Good violin is RM2k. Damn, it's my one subject tuition fees le. Sedih nyer... Look the books.. Reflect back on my theory music book that i have learn before. I also saw the piano beginner book. So freaking sad every time i think when i lost my music books. I still feel sad that i lost it even tho it happens many years ago. Whoooo took it la? Please return to me... haiz.......... i spotted something interesting in the shop!


OMG! It's a freaking tuner! I always wanted one... T___T I know la, i dont tune my instrument well.. I feel bad enough already.... This is good enough to....


tune my violin! and....


tune my guitar!!! The tuner itself is RM45.60 buck.. I know it's damn expensive, I tot it's only maybe utmost Rm10 to 20? Darn it! So freaking expensive... =(



Mu guitar is a birthday present last year bought by my friends. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I really appreciate it. Even tho i dunno how to play till now, once in a while I still take it out to play >_< hehehe... Okay.. Enough with the happy post...

now Sad post....

Haiz.. This semester gonna be extra tough for me. I MUST WORK HARD!!! Jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!! Haiz..... I really got no other choice.... Haiz........... I know I know, this is insane... It is insane... I can be all over crazy, exhausted.. T___________T I don want to!!! But, i got no other choices.... =( Ok, Stop whining and start studying!

Nite nite!